July's wen

i admit it , Dreamt you again ..
i don't know why ..
i tried my best to forget anything
Why i don't have the answer what i want

saw a guy look like you ..
but , i think the guy not U
don't dream again la WENISE
**impossible's thing was happended ..
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Yesterday was my off day , actually plan to go to
PWTC's beauty fair . heared work mate say
no name card no enter ==
no choice loh .. change location to shop
went jusco [wangsa maju] 's watson & guardian
cause sale there .. like that also spend RM 100++
SOT .. ? i'm like a auntie survey here survey there ..
see which sell more cheap ..
because i'm Smart consumer =DDD
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Arh .. my class DELAY already = ((
why delay .. ? get rot ady ..
27th of July only start my class .. Shit
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I'm learning Manicure and pedicure without manicurist
Gah yau =) haha
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15th of July
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傻孩子 , 放手吧 ..

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗?
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗?
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下?

傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢

出 来 .
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗?
知道我想说什么了吗 ?
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放 下.

傻孩子．
　　忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
　　那些．都已是记忆．
　　缺失并不可怕．
　　可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
　　你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
　　付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
　　不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
　　绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
　　那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
　　开始新的习惯吧．
　　习惯．每天一个人生活．
　　习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
　　习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
　　你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
　　那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
　　现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
　　勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
　　这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
　　这也是你．成长中的你．
　　这个你．正在逐渐死去．
　　新的你．即将重生．
　　寻你的路．你的未来．
　　你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
　　做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

　傻孩子．
　　好．好．尽情发泄吧．
　　剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
　　泄完了．就要振作．
　　看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
　　还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
　　所以．你并不孤独．
　　正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
　　别哭．别再哭．
　　不值得．真的．不值得了．
　　把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
　　开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
　　做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
　　生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
　　别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
　　你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
　　现在的生活．不是你想要的．
　　为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
　　给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在 乎，你不珍惜 ...
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了 ...
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，，不要 让最后的结局成为一个恨字.
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去 把对方伤的遍体鳞伤 .
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对 方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面 ..

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，
既然缘分让你 们相交，记得珍惜 ...
"そのときは　かのじょう　よろしく"
送给还在坚持的人们...

有时候放手了，
可能你就轻松一些了 ...
记得要让自己高兴 ...
做回真正的自己 =DD


3rd of July
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1st of July

I also need to be comforted
when I'm down ..
when i'm moody ..
I need your hug
Babe .. Where are you ..?
**dissapeared**



I HATE i love you
I HATE i miss you

3days left you will leave k.l to go to Shah alam to start your U's life ..
Count down .. less to see you on your facebook , can't know your status everyday =(


1st of July
-END-

My life_♥ VIOn

Recently , i had no any OFF day , Continuous to work
non-stop , everyday work work work ,
only have work on my eyes ,
if not , some morning woke up early for car lesson ,
and straight away continue my work ,
sometime , tired until accidently fall asleep when i'm working ,
really tired , RECENTLY what i'm happened

no one is by my side , hear what i want to sharing ,
Joys and sorrows
it's very helpless
Meaningless
Who listen to me ..? Friend ..? Sibling ..? Parents ..?

[ without you 1month+20days
feel like 1 week 2 days
feel like very slow
feel like my 017's phone going to get rot
cause this number just for you , REALLY GET ROT ..
sometime feel like want to send you a regard
not dare , scare to get a Perfunctory's reply
i know i'm not important on your life
and i'm not the who you care
i'm stubborn on this ,
I hope I can arrive the "last journey"
where i want to arrive ]

and the last .. to those 3 guys and xxx..
don't say want to wait for me ,
no chance , sorry ,
don't waste your time on me ,
i won't accept anyone now .. Thank you ..
sorry , i know i'm very stubborn ..
Better Be Friend , don't over the "boundary" where i limit

[ maybe ] blog will update on every tuesday ,
my driving exam on next tuesday
Wish me luck =)


22nd of June
4:27 pm
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TO : VION qing
Qing ah Qing ah ,
don't cry already la ,
Don't drop any tears in front of him anymore ..
you're the one who were by my side
when i'm sad and down ...

JIE JIE always ♥ You
VION yeo .. ! CHeer up .. !
i'm always be with you
=)
From : WENise

我舍不得..

舍不得 - 弦子

= (

第一次你陪我坐著
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些簡訊聲你努力藏著
還怕我難過

不追問到底為什么
是 我最后的溫柔
想笑著附和說分開是好的
但我們卻怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我不愛你了 [..?]

不 追問到底為什么
是我最后的溫柔
想笑著附和說分開是好的
但我們卻怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是時間回不去了
愛 你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我不愛你了

至少你記憶里的我 是微笑的
親愛的 有你牽著我的那些日子
真的好快樂

我舍不得
可是時 間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不 用擔心我 我走了


I was reluctant to leave you ..
4th of June
-END-

To: You

From We don‘t know each other,Stranger
become friend,
become a couple,
now finally become friend..

i belief that , those friend who were from Kem Teluk Rubiah's wirawati
who were very friend with me ,will know who were my admired in our camp
haha =) cannel and my few dorm mate..that time just say for joking..
know la..in camp very bored one..sometime talk about someone very funny one..

This journey was long...have love , happy's thing around me..
but we didn't quarrel before..many memorable's memories
went many place...DSA it was once in my life time..etc..
now , recall it will smile and laugh again..that time very sweet la..

I'm using one month to accept this Truth
cause it was happened
why we were still got feeling , but forced separation
That's why i can't accept
NOW , after one month Know that the feeling is not like before
Those feeling become to be faint , and not to be care
forcing my tears don't come out again...i want be tough girl..

This is the journey of life, everyone must go through the
To stand the test ,
Where to stand up where the fall down..

Daryl Ee Jia Wei

[i tell you , don't ever forget me..!]

You're always on my mind
you are the one who were let me happy when i'm down
Hope you have a Bright Furture...

Thank you ever let me love you
Love been to, just when it leave's time a little bit fast

*不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有*
*Do not care about ever and ever, only care to have*

=)

1st of June
-END-

Every Moment ..?

Every Moment
Every Time
Every Day
Every Hour
Every Minute
Every Second
Before i sleep
After i wake up

[ Missing you ]

What i'm doing..?
am i Right..?
i know i'm wrong~

[ i miss you Daryl Ee Jia Wei ]

27th of May
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